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Because I love... “I congratulate

, you will become a mother!“ - an echo rushed in the head... As reached the house, did not remember that tears from eyes slid a stream - did not notice. I expected a baby from the beloved on light. From you! One God knows how strongly I loved you... You for some reason were not delighted. Why? We not strangers each other. You did not want, is not ready... Well, I have mother. She understood me, supported. I know, at you it will pass.

Here now I very much - very much want to

an apple, here mother will enter to me the room and will tell: “Light, Artyom came“. I will run out, and you will ask me: “You want something?“ I will tell:“ Yes, bring to me an apple“. But...

Mother so did not tell

. Mother brought to me apples. Pregnant women need vitamins... And I want that these vitamins were brought to me by you. And why to me? To us! You did not call me any more, did not come... I did not begin to call too. And so there was a wish. So there was a wish to tell that our kid is three weeks old, four, five... Here now it is already kicked. You know, it even awakes me. As an alarm clock - on time. And still it reacts to a form: probably, will be a military...

We grow at

: the child grows, also I am rounded. As it is exciting to carry in itself the child, in me two hearts fight now...

... Mother died. I call you... You are absent, you went to Moscow... Forever...

Pain, “ambulance“, maternity hospital...“ Not to keep pregnancy,“ - the same echo cut hearing of the word of the doctor. No, only not it! At me any more is also not present - that anybody on light... Mother, do not take away from me the son, no! Pain, again pain, doctors... Persons... Children`s crying... My God, my kid! It is live! Premature, small, but live. I even did not see it yet, but I know that I have it.

Artyom, you hear, I became a mother! Mother! You have a son!.

you Know

, and today our kid was written out from reanimation. And still it added per day 32 grams. He is a good fellow, it keeps! I talk to it: I tell about you as we got acquainted with you... It just lies, does not move. Listens, probably, attentively...

us was discharged Today from maternity hospital. You know, it is a pity that not you took away us, and absolutely - absolutely foreign people... It was even more offensive to buy flowers... For. But I know if you were near, then would buy the biggest and beautiful bouquet... I gave birth to you to the son!

A today I the first time walked with the kid. I am so proud that I became a mother!

days, weeks Go... You know also nothing terrible that neighbors help to lower a carriage, nothing. If you were with us, we always together would walk...

Here our boy already sits... Creeps... Goes!!

Tomorrow I it will lead

the first time in kindergarten. You know, I so worry, we with it were always unseparable.

A now we prepare for morning performance. New year everything is...

Here and man`s holiday... Learned a verse about the father... About you... For you... Today on morning performance our boy sang the song for mothers. As he strongly loves me! Also presented a paper flower. I store it as well as would store your gift...

is Somehow heavy to be brought up one... The child big already became: the bicycle asks. The good bicycle should be bought it. It is necessary to work hard. But he is a good fellow - helps me with everything. And to be tidied up, and to run to shop. You represent, even cooks macaroni with sausages. The economic boy - not that I!

Yesterday we went to cadet school to the Open Day, I spoke - the military will become. Dreams to be the hero! Year still ahead to school, but we already prepare: we read, we write, we draw, we go to the pool. And here is how I will lead it on September 1 in school without you? All will be families: both mothers, and father, and grandmothers, and grandfathers. And how we without you, without father? I do not know... Come, come back... We wait...