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Piece of my life

Summer - the time of bright emotions and impressions when lonely hearts reunite, and at them flash new feelings on the relation to each other. So was also at me last summer: I saw unearthly beauty, a delightful smile, grandiose mind, unimaginable leadership skills. And all this in one person as I considered, the pure person... We got acquainted in one of a gift when I had a rest on the bank of the Black Sea. About the beginning I seemed it the haughty personality, and she even as then it became clear from her words, did not want to look at me when I passed by it. And all - there came that moment when we were fated to face in close communication.

It occurred about the pool, she sunbathed, I sat at a little table and dragged on cold juice of mango, and the mood of tropics overtook me, I very much wanted to approach it and to find out why she turns off a look when I pass by... And so we communicated more than three hours. Even when the sun was already very far behind the horizon, we could not tear off from each other a look. I looked at it and admired as far as she is beautiful. Such communication continued more than two weeks, and once we quarreled: I that told that that touched it, and it went to the number. I, without thinking, followed for it, it let in me to itself, I did not expect that she will begin to tell about the last relations. I startled heart from heard, and in her eyes I saw a kristallika of tears, I even at that moment did not doubt that it says the truth that it opens for me the soul. At the time of the story it in hands had a nail file, and it did me manicure so accurately and carefully as though looked after the small child. And when she finished the story, kissed me on a nose, and I could not restrain, I had an eclipse. I began to kiss it on the lips … It was the most delightful kiss in my life. So still nobody kissed me, her lips merged with mine and aroma of a bouquet of bright emotions appeared. In some moment I already felt a beating of her heart near the breast.

It. In a month we already seriously began to say about us, about what will be then, and she even suggested to move to live to St. Petersburg, and from Kazan from where it, it was very far. I already represented us together and would laugh at that girl who would begin to flirt with me as I already lived her... And there was what any skeptic could not expect on my place...

Somehow very much early I came to it to number … I saw that, experienced those emotions which would dumbfound any … On its big bed two guys in shorts sat, it was in one t-shirt and while I entered, she looked at me and smiled. I do not understand... It was some other person... At that moment I realized nothing and did not understand how it can be...

Ya went to the number, there all shook me... I looked at hands which twitched in itself, I took beer from the refrigerator, but also it did not help. I got up under an ice shower, staid about an hour there - it was vile and opposite to me, even tears in itself rolled down cheeks... I did not know what to do, I did not know what occurs.

A on a trace to week at it birthday. And I did not expect that what I will make, will become for me medicine and then I will be released by this state. In the evening I went on boutiques and the local markets - looked for a teddy bear. The most beautiful and soft with which it would be comfortable to sleep. I chose long, my shopping took about three hours. After I bought it a bear, it became really easier for me, released me, but I all the same thought of it, thought of us... And while it passed by me, she did not hide an eye, and looked in mine, and in them there was a humiliating smile. I did not understand for what it to me what I made by it bad that it so tears my soul and my heart...

there Came day of its birth... I somewhere at 6 in the morning got up, collected already the bags and went to it to number. I was afraid that there will be someone superfluous, but at that moment I was really lucky, she was one and lovely slept. I gently kissed her on a cheek, whispered in an ear “C birthday“, put a rose so what she would feel its aroma, and a bear on a pillow nearby... Looked at it about a minute more... Also admired it when it was necessary to despise and hate it.

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Ya it was developed and left when I went down the street, there was a wish unreal - that she ran behind for me to return me... It were fantastic dreams...

This person presented me a bouquet of emotions and feelings... And I will be grateful to it for it all life!