Rus Articles Journal

my compositions (what melody to use?)

1) I you fell in love with
, and you just killed me...
I gave you everything, and you broke my heart...
my love was pure, but you were not honest! everything was started by
with a clean slate, in warm days when there came the spring!...
... winter days flew by, we forgot those blizzards that brought us changes...
... we received everything that we wanted... my love passed
, and I opened to myself veins...
You just left!... All my blood flowed out... I was ruined by the first love!...
with you was difficult for me... without you to me it became tiresome...
Ya I go on a bottom....
Ya fell in love with you... You ruined me...
You asked me... I forgave you...

2)
to me needs a muse
to me the inspiration is necessary...
I ask Jesus to change
everything in a flash...
I feel that I weakened, and...
I need belief, love...
I as though the slave
lose something what is not present more!

bless! keep! my God and help
with love... to my hope honor
is not present more... there is no
and belief at all any more...
than to expiate the sin
what proceeds in blood?...
will not be those nice joys
as same strong love... I you strongly fell in love with
! I you never to eyes did not ask
! simply you I very strongly fell in love with
! I try to stick to
very much!

my nerves on a limit
my veins strongly turned blue
on my white body!
I very strongly miss you
I asked Jesus to change
everything in a flash...
I wanted to keep our love of
you were my only rescue... you were more best than
my achievement...
before loss of resistance... I did not realize
that such defeat...
before loss you my love...

I draw a look in the sky circles, and. .....
that that hurts in my breast!!!
passed few years!
of pain became more...
of love became less...
I do not see a next world
any more that gives us the world! I try to stick to
very much! I will lack
liras!
to fly about the whole world without joys! there is no
such as you any more anywhere!

The sweet smell of the mint
cigarettes reminds me that it does not exist any more!
in my opinion burn love fires...
on my back flow down blood drops...
not through my fault I lost the love!
it on your fault begins to boil my blood!
of a recall of o declines of
near you give me bright dawn
together with it light
comes which leaves a mark
I remember as we were under the moon
and as I thawed in embraces of your
our love was strong and heating
it strong warmed us two
but now it left us one
and the spark of my love calmed down

bless! keep! my God and help
with love... I suffer from
several years... I Write
that to me it is very painful!
my nerves on a limit
my veins strongly turned blue
on my white body!
I will write a white chalk several questions to you: before everything becomes better than
how many as early as years will pass
? when my pain passes
? whether
will come my love
before my blood cools down?
in my tears you will see grief and pleasure
to me it is a little a pity that in heaven something is