I apologize … I apologize
Ya … I apologize for the fact that I dared to think about impossible … for the fact that I allowed thought about unreal … I apologize for the fact that I believed that once to me removed a chair, and … once tried to help me on with the coat … tried, but did not give … I apologize for the fact that I wrote nonsense all the time, I took away time, nerves and patience … apologize for the fact that on the eve of holidays took away time belonging by right not to me, but not known to me It... I ask proshchshcheniye that …. you spent money, not big, but money …. spent them on these, the semi-clear, told in semi-nonsense words by phone … I apologize for everything … for grief, for inexpressible words, for not made acts … for the vague desires which are held down by judiciousness I apologize for the fact that I answered the question asked me so that after it other question … for the fact that always I try to answer so that my answer did not generate other question … did not follow once. I apologize for the fact that I live in another dimension … I apologize for the fact that every time to you “ it was bad at the sight of me “ … probably pity was, huh? And for it I apologize … I apologize for that, I say goodbye here, so, in the letter, I apologize for the fact that every time to you was necessary to finish thinking about what I tell, and for the fact that I gave a reason to think … I infinitely respect you and I reckon with your decision … that once, having felt the real threat of you as from the man, the doing disorder in my thoughts, called you “ enemy “ the enemy for the essence.... as souls, and for a body … I apologize for the fact that I once tried to phone to your close friend and offered myself, tried to revenge for your words, indifferent as seemed to me … I apologize for the fact that at me you could not swear, uses foul language, and always … were silent … for what at meetings with friends I told, and you were silent …. always …. I apologize … for the fact that you could not just take and call here and so, you will not drink yet … I apologize for the fact that it was so strict with you and with itself … I know what I am doomed … to. and let people say that all ahead … I apologize for the fact that I look here so …. I apologize for the fact that I pulled out you the sms, itself without knowing that from different places of your stay … I apologize for constant thirst for you …. I apologize for the fact that always heard you, but did not see … I apologize … I apologize for feeling to which had no right … had no right … the moral right, at least yet only because did not hear the questions asked me … I apologize for the world, for life, for such environment which kills in us the lightest … I apologize for everything, I apologize for love.